Road to Being a Thinmint.

Right after my birthday, my grandmother went into the hospital. Disconnected from everything.. til just now.. I was in denial. That she was sick. Didn’t want to lose her like I lost my uncle. So I refused to believe it. I am no longer in denial, I haven’t accepted it. But I let myself see what is going on around me. BUT I still stay super busy to keep distracted.. But I’m happy to say that I’m back. Haven’t felt like this in sooooo long. Since February before Grammy went to hospital. I feel on top of the world. Nothing can bring me down.

Gym again tomorrow. It’s the best anti-depressant, really. :)

I was told, “We’re going out Tuesday. Wear something nice” WHAT DO I WEAR!? 
Dress, slacks, jeans, sweater, heals, flats. I don’t know whats planned, so whattt dooo i wear. PLEASE HELP ME!
I need to look smoking for my birthday. =p 

Applications. For everything. 

Wanted to sleep but, filling applications for

• Colleges
• Jobs
• Taxes

are way more important. I just wannnnna sleeeeep. 

I’m a little upset that I didn’t wake up to my alarms. Yes, I set multiple, because I never wake up to them. So that meant no gym. I’m bummed but, I had an awesome workout last night, and I am so sore from it. So I’ll working on abs and arms before work, and get my cardio in after. :)

I have had this new plan to bring lunch/dinner to work. I am having a hard time figuring out what i want to bring though..

OH! did a no-no and weighed myself this morning.. 223.3, that 3.3 more pounds. But, it doesnt count til monday =p. We’ll see where I am in a week. :)

Off to do laundry, workout, and make food before work, toodles. <3